Saturday, September 25, 2004
i've been to hell, and am still stuck in there.oh boy, the people up there in the sky sure enjoys making me pissed.
conflicts with the matriarch just got worst.
time-table isn't going as i want it to.
my mood is getting frm bad to worstest.
totally Sapped of all energy.
unwanted thoughts keep flooding my mind.
lost.
confused.
uncertain.
upset.
demoralised.
i can only take in so much.
i've already tried my best to do what YOU want me to.
what else do u want from me?
it's a cold, harsh world.
i just need you to be by my side,
and new hope arises again.
still waiting at 1:07 am