Tuesday, March 22, 2005

the art of remaining silent.

even when u're at the brink of bursting out,
complete with the flames spurting thru ur nostrils and ears,
and u can feel all that heat rushing to ur head,
i've learnt to keep it all within me.
and just smile it off.
but of course!
that smile, is not just any normal smile.
it's a smile laced with a hidden meaning.
that smile meant,
u shld never expect me to go out of way to do anything for u.
ever.
never ever again.
a TOTAL waste of my efforts, utter waste of time.
and only to get mocked at upon putting in that extra effort.
i really can't imagine.
how this someone actually could laugh it off.
laugh what off?
laugh over how stupid i am.
so what's the stupid thing i did?
well, i just thought i shall be kind enough to lug my printer to sch,
(and also my shoe bag, my laptop and a bag full of other stuff. oh! and just another huge poster)
so that we can not worry abt gg to and fro the computer centre to print out stuff.
'cos we were running really late in our report and presentation.
all the response i got from this someone was that i was crazy to bring so many things to school.
that i shldn't have been so dumb to bring so many things and trouble myself.
'cos nobody asked me to bring it, and it's not as if they will appreciate it more if i brought it.

well well. 'nuff said.

still waiting at 9:15 pm

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