Wednesday, June 29, 2005
i'm scared!!ok.. my heart is still beating fast from watching 2 episodes of "Lost".
aight, some of u might be wondering wat's so scary about Lost...
but when u watch episode 9, u'll know why.
SPOILERS AHEAD!
'cos it's when Sayid finds the French lady who sent that distress signal.
and honestly, i think she looks quite insane.
16 years w/o anyone living with u on the island?
i think i would hv gone crazy too.
and so the scary part is when she tortures Sayid.
with the electric shocks...
and when they show the scars inflicted on Nadia (Sayid's crush).
which made me wonder...
if that was wat really happened to those prisoners of war.
do they really have to do that? or did they even do that alr?
drill a hole through the palms of a lady?
pour acid on her chest?
slice the skin off the soles of her feet?
where's the humanity in people?
it suddenly felt like i was brought back to WW2,
Hitler's era.
upon seeing those scenes where she was telling Sayid abt the torture she went thru,
i nearly teared.
i really cannot imagine how anyone can survive through such torture.
perhaps i was just brought up in too good an environment,
but it just makes me feel so uncomfortable and sad that perhaps...
somewhere out there in Iraq,
someone, some lady, is being tortured, hurt.
very badly.
actually there's not much point in me talking abt this.
'cos i know that there's nothing much i can do.
'cept be grateful for the surroundings that i am brought up in.
we just all have different fates, different destinies.
and i know that soon,
i'll forget about this episode,
join that race in getting my degree,
getting my ass kicked around in the working world,
finding that ideal job which i may never get,
and so life goes on.
still waiting at 1:54 am