Thursday, December 01, 2005

my ideal man.

after watching the channel 8 9pm show religiously, Dancing out a Colourful Rainbow (loosely translated), i've finally found the ideal man for me.
someone dashing, charming, manly.
someone who can dance well. and sing well if possible.
someone who can play the piano (or guitar. best would be both!)
someone romantic and sweet.

and this someone is the character 'Ice-man'.

i've always had admiration for people who excelled in the arts... be it dancing, singing or just playing an instrument. any instrument. the guzheng, flute, djembe.

and i've always dreamed of hving a partner who has a love for the fine arts too.

i don't know... but i just feel so relaxed happy whenever i'm surrounded by anything art-sy.
love going to museums, looking at paintings or graffiti, checking out what happened to the peranakans in the past, watching the breakdancers show off their moves, or seeing the world in a different view from photo exhibitions... it's an undescribable feeling that nothing can replace.

i really enjoy the solitude when shopping alone, or watching movies with myself.
joining the crowd of people in orchard and having the world pass by you when u're on your own, gives me this other liberating feeling. like just some time out for yourself.

and that's why i'm afraid to engage in a relationship.
don't want to lose myself.
cos i know that i may get too absorbed into this unfathomable thing called love,
and start losing my identity, and then my friends, and perhaps my family.

aight, my thoughts are not very coherent today. shall go take a bath, jump into mum's bed, and wait for 100% entertainment to start at 1am.

still waiting at 11:15 pm

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at 4:00 pm, December 15, 2005 shuwie said...: UH YOU LIKE CHEN BAOYUAN?!
WHY NOT YOU LIKE YAN FU I THINK HE'S SHUAIER AND SWEET AND HE CAN DANCE ALSO HAHAHA