Monday, January 16, 2006
the gd friends arnd u.this whole idea of friendship is pretty amazing.
it's alr 1.30am, and i gotta be awake at 7.30, but i've just got this urge to get this all out.
especially after 2 really nice chats i had.
1 with na, sz and jan.
and the other one just with sz. abt something affecting me quite a lot recently.
well, the convo i had with the latter made me realise something not that important, but just amazing.
the past few days, it's just been work the entire day, then out with some friends, then home to check emails and sleep. so i was not really in the mood to chat with anyone on MSN.
but today, i've been online for a couple of hours, and managed a couple of decent chats with a few pple whom i cherish a lot.
most signficantly, with my darling JANICE TAN WEISHI.
heehee.
but that's not the point.
and then somehow, their connections just kept getting disrupted, 'cept for sz and mine.
so we were left with each other, and then we began talking abt the latest happenings in our lives.
and initially, i didn't want to tell her abt my current worry.
but it just flowed out.
thank god that her responses were so reassuring.
and she always manages to get me back to reality.
get me out of my clouded illusions; unleash me from the reins that have been leading me to places i blindly follow.
it was then, i realised how thankful i am to hv her as a friend.
couple of convos i had with na, jan and sz always ended up this way;
with me feeling so lucky and grateful to know them.
like, i feel that i'm not good enough to deserve such good friends like them.
or rather, i've never felt this way about my friends.
most of the friends in my life so far have just existed for that period of time that we were close.
and that was it.
'at least there were memories.'
my point here is that, it's really fated.
they appear at the right place, at the right time.
like how whenever i'm feeling so troubled, without any plan, they're the ones who somehow 'pop by',
thru MSN, a msg, an email, or a phone call.
and all my woes will be poured out to them.
all unexpected.
but almost always, it ends up good.
and i can go to sleep smiling.
knowing that all will be well.
and it just keeps accumulating.
cos i know they will hv a fantastic solution, or reassuring word for me.
and the friendship we have just gets stronger.
ok. enough thoughts for today.
i'm happy that i hv made someone's day too. u-know-who-u-are. :)
still waiting at 1:33 am
2 Comments
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at 5:11 am, January 19, 2006
said... ahhhhhh eeejin....u are making me cry with this blog entry leh!! ahhhhh =....o( ya u know, actually i feel that u guys have helped me alot more than i ever did for u guys esp with my MIA and stuff and etc... and i mean currently with all my JC frens so screwed and all u guys are my closest frens u know and i mean we really really care abt each other!! ahhhhh...... i jus suddenly wan to say sorry for all the times i did smth wrong to u guys and that im v afraid this might not continue for long? haiz.... oh btw u meant shuzhen cried at the airport?? wat u mean by the taiwanese thing? and wat was ur big problem that shuzhen solved for u???
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at 11:12 am, January 19, 2006
surrealist said... harh! why like that can cry? haha. :D read ur comment and got a shock!! ehh. sz didn't cry in the airport la. we were smiling all the way. hee hee. next time ask sz to tell u abt the taiwan thing lor. and the big problem... tell u next time too la! :D anyway, i'll be meeting them later today! yippee!