Sunday, January 15, 2006

感性的我

刚刚听完了"爱多少早知道"，突然觉得一股暖流环绕在身体里。
奇怪的是，每次听情歌时，就不知不觉地开始感伤起来。
无论心情有多开心，一旦悲哀的情歌播出，特别是那些钢琴或吉它配奏的，都能使我变得难过。
或许这就是所谓的 “音乐的感动力”吧。

sometimes the rational side of me asks,

"why should you be feeling this way? u've never experienced true love before. neither have you been through a depressing break-up, nor have you understood the true meaning of love."

whenever i attend funerals, the tears just come naturally. but it's not as if i know the person who has moved on. but the environment which gets to me.

i rem wat sz said when we were sending off jan. this rather strong-on-the-outside woman actually cried when they were sending off the taiwanese whom they had an exchange with. and that was because everyone else was crying. so the atmosphere was just very sad. hence the tears.

why is that so? doshite?

have we all been programmed/trained/influenced to cry whenever something sad happens?
i mean who determines what is sad or happy?

*side note: i think i may have some root canal problem! :/ there's this tooth that's more yellowish than the other teeth, and which gives me a weird feel whenever i brush over it. please let it not be some serious thing! if not it's a few hundred bucks to get it repaired!

still waiting at 8:12 pm

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at 12:17 pm, January 17, 2006 madame voilanska said...: is it greyer? if it is then yea.. better check it soon before you go there and have no idea where the dentist is in china man.
at 5:37 pm, January 17, 2006 surrealist said...: it's a receding gum problem.. :(

the dental nurses said i brushed my teeth too hard, so becos that tooth is more protruding than the rest, hence my gum has been eroding slowly, such that the dentine part of my tooth is revealed, hence causing the tingling sensation whenever i brush my teeth or consume cold stuff.

so the only thing i can do now is to use sensodyne or elgydium which will semi-protect my teeth. the elgydium damn ex can! like $20 for a tube of toothpaste. my current one is like $3 a tube?

the dental industry is a really lucrative business.
at 3:00 pm, January 18, 2006 madame voilanska said...: OUCH!!!!!! i feel uncomfortable for you.. can't they put a crown around it..
at 11:15 am, January 19, 2006 surrealist said...: u know.. i think it's become a sub-conscious thing. 'cos i nv really used to think that it hurts. but now it seems to hurt more often whenever i think about it.

anyway, the nurse was also suggesting putting a coat/layer of something over the exposed part. will think about it when i come back ba.

take good care of ur teeth!