Monday, February 06, 2006
a hundred and one things..- that are in my room which seriously need to be packed up in 3 days time.
- on my mind right now which i wish i could blog about.
eg. CNY; working experiences; happy & satisfying meet ups with friends; readings
- that i need to pack into my red Happy Hippo.
eg. thermal flask (a note here just in case i forget abt it), suntan lotion, all the clothes!, notes
- i need to eat. -> and it doesn't help that my stomach is not feeling too good from the recent festive binging sessions. plus really no craving for anything now! =(((( not even for my fav mee siam at Ginza, or the fish porridge at Queensway, or the nasi lemak at Adam Rd. how how how!
- i've got to settle before i leave.
eg. ER matters, the letter of absence for Mus'Art, burn all the stuff in my laptop into CDs, 21st
birthday presents. ah yes. it's the year of the expensive 21st birthdays.
and so i see this happens to everyone before departing for SEP. the late nights before leaving, the frantic meetups with close ones, the crazy rush to pack everything up, the urge to eat all my favourite Singaporean food, and that's when you'll also notice who u're good friends are. like those we bother to send a msg for a meetup. and don't give up even with me being so irritatingly ungrateful by not replying those msgs. heh. sorry! plus those we bother make things for me (yes you, Maddie!) or just provide extra cash for this brrrr-ry cold trip. CNY cldn't have come in more handy with ang paos to fatten up my waist. why waist? cos the cash will be strapped to my body. haha. yes a la le smugglers way. then again, i didn't inform much pple abt it. maybe just about 10 close friends? and those bo bian must inform. like AIESECers and Mus'Arters.
had a good time with her the other day. it's been a really really long time since we had a good heart-to-heart talk, though maybe it was more of me talking. felt kinda sad that things wld definitely hv a great change in a few months time. with her undecided future. but well, i think it's beginning to get a little easier to deal with such situations when we get a little older. so many friends have entered and left my heart, that the intensity of sadness i experience when a friend exits from my life, has decreased many levels. it's just become something like, losing my favourite pen. (of cos i'm not trying to say put a friend and a pen on equal terms, but more on the emotional attachment to both of them)
anyway, my driving plans are pretty much screwed up. my advance theory results expire in September '06, and i've yet to pass my 3rd lesson mark. plus gonna be away for a good 5 months. that doesn't leave me with much time to learn driving, much less pass it. look at what Procrastination has done to me. It has brought much worse catastrophies, and I have still yet to learn from it.
woah! friggin four am already! next 3 days will be long days ahead. :/
gotta be energised for meet ups with sz&na and perky ps. yippee!
still waiting at 3:24 am
2 Comments
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at 6:52 pm, February 09, 2006
said... hey babe!
totally agree w u!
miss u lots
grace-
at 8:16 am, February 10, 2006
said...
Hello~ Hope you are settled and everything.
I miss you =)