Saturday, March 31, 2007
UncontrollableDon't you find the human brain weird?
Like how certain images/ideas just flood your head, and you can't do much to control it, much less reduce it.
Or when you desperately try to make your mind focus on something,
but there's that invisible but very strong pull from your heart distracting you.
Some would say it's poor self-control, or that you are just a very unfocused person.
But you know the images/ideas are just so overpowering, you suddenly feel so helpless.
Maybe this is the onset of psychotism.
But, nah, I'm okay.
Was just talking to a friend who interned in a mental hospital.
The stories she shared were kinda similar to that portrayed on TV.
The people with imaginary friends;
The self-abusive ones;
The ones that go insane unexpectedly;
The academics who just want to seek recluse from the horrible world;
Those who can draw very well.
And she actually wishes to work there again.
still waiting at 1:25 pm